"I've survived before," she repeats, dully. "Yes. And I want to take agency this time, but ... that's what I set out to do then, too. All my plans, all my little secrets, and I don't know if any of them ever mattered. I ended up doing what they wanted of me. Always for my own reasons, until it wasn't anymore."
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Date: 2023-01-19 03:33 am (UTC)