Later, when her brain isn't wanting to turn itself inside out, she'll know she has two other people to talk to about this. Mr. Smith, who she'll need to brace herself for courage to speak with, and Erin, who she already knows may remember part of it. But Mr. Smith is more likely not to argue in her favor if that's really so, not to give her false hope in herself, lacking the bias that close friends contain.
Finally she lets go of her hair and shuffles up from the couch, setting herself on the bed a little heavily.
"Sorry if it seems that this came out of nowhere at all."
It's hard to not fully apologize for bringing something unpleasant up, but she's biting the apology in half as it is. Under it is the real meaning - thank you for letting me talk.
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Date: 2023-03-14 08:35 pm (UTC)Finally she lets go of her hair and shuffles up from the couch, setting herself on the bed a little heavily.
"Sorry if it seems that this came out of nowhere at all."
It's hard to not fully apologize for bringing something unpleasant up, but she's biting the apology in half as it is. Under it is the real meaning - thank you for letting me talk.