(it's a human instinct usually to peer over at another if they crush/bump into another. and this circumstance is no exception, sadly. so when she looks over at rin mistakenly, the shine look of her pink eyes to it -- surprised but then she quickly scrambles to tuck the hoodie down and her head low. shit, did it see? most likely, right? now what? does she run? act casual? pretend it saw nothing? ... last thing. )
I'm fine, okay? You're readin' way too much into it. Can't a girl be busy??
(randomly...defensive out of nowhere as she takes a few steps back to shove her hands more in her pockets; despite she can't really tuck them away anymore than she can now.)
(as she is... covering her face as much as she can. jinx shifts her weight from one foot to the other awkwardly while keeping her gaze down to their feet.)
(well, it appears the two of them are in a stand off and she is silent while her mind practically races a million miles per second. should she risk it with it? she truly hates that this new...thing is brought up more into the light and people are slowly noticing. but... if she is going to be on this ship, there's really no avoiding her circumstances.)
... If I show you what's up, you won't freak out, will you?
(so with that and a sigh, she removes the hood off the sweater and adjusts her braids first. then she glances up to it with her pink eyes while resuming to stand there awkwardly and wait for any outburst maybe? she's not entirely sure what's going to expect from it.)
(the entire way there, she's been rattling her brain on whether to go with the long version or the...short version of this. but it's also not like she had any plans today -- she was just going to wander around alone until she found a quiet place to just sit.
so maybe it wouldn't hurt to just talk for a while. once inside, she removes her boots at least and her hoodie -- setting it aside before making herself more comfortable in their cabin.)
(wow, the scent of the blanket does really sooth her shockingly enough. and with it also feeling the weight of it makes all of this less nerve-wrecking to talk about. getting comfortable on the bed, jinx exhales out a deep breath.)
Right, well. I think the Captain sent me back home for awhile. I remember after that party we had, I went to bed but then....woke up back in my realm? And, I, uh... lived normally for a while.
Some stuff happened which led to me attempting to kill myself. Again.
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Date: 2022-05-23 07:25 pm (UTC)Haven't seen you around the room in a bit. Are you alright?
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Date: 2022-05-23 09:28 pm (UTC)Y-Yeah!! Been, uh, busy.
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Date: 2022-05-23 09:58 pm (UTC)Are you okay? You seem upset...nervous? You seem to be experiencing an emotion.
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Date: 2022-05-23 10:03 pm (UTC)(randomly...defensive out of nowhere as she takes a few steps back to shove her hands more in her pockets; despite she can't really tuck them away anymore than she can now.)
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Date: 2022-05-23 10:20 pm (UTC)[It seems quite sincerely concerned about her.]
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Date: 2022-05-24 02:38 am (UTC)(as she is... covering her face as much as she can. jinx shifts her weight from one foot to the other awkwardly while keeping her gaze down to their feet.)
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Date: 2022-05-24 02:53 am (UTC)[Sorry, Jinx.]
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Date: 2022-05-24 03:13 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2022-05-24 03:20 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2022-05-24 03:23 am (UTC)(she murmurs as she idly shuffle her foot around to make little imaginary circles.)
— I can't really go to anyone with this...
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Date: 2022-05-24 03:24 am (UTC)[Not really sorry at all. It's actually kinda really rather worried, now.]
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Date: 2022-05-24 03:29 am (UTC)... If I show you what's up, you won't freak out, will you?
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Date: 2022-05-24 03:32 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2022-05-24 03:40 am (UTC)(so with that and a sigh, she removes the hood off the sweater and adjusts her braids first. then she glances up to it with her pink eyes while resuming to stand there awkwardly and wait for any outburst maybe? she's not entirely sure what's going to expect from it.)
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Date: 2022-05-24 03:47 am (UTC)[It's confused, not upset, yet.]
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Date: 2022-05-24 03:51 am (UTC)(she tries to put some humor in this while slightly tugging on her braid.)
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Date: 2022-05-24 03:59 am (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2022-05-24 04:04 am (UTC)[It starts leading in that direction, not saying anything else at all until they're both inside.]
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Date: 2022-05-24 04:07 am (UTC)so maybe it wouldn't hurt to just talk for a while. once inside, she removes her boots at least and her hoodie -- setting it aside before making herself more comfortable in their cabin.)
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Date: 2022-05-24 04:18 am (UTC)So.
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Date: 2022-05-24 05:01 am (UTC)Right, well. I think the Captain sent me back home for awhile. I remember after that party we had, I went to bed but then....woke up back in my realm? And, I, uh... lived normally for a while.
Some stuff happened which led to me attempting to kill myself. Again.
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Date: 2022-05-24 08:06 pm (UTC)Oh.
I think...that's almost got to be worse than not going home ever at all.
Um, I'm still confused about the pink eyes, though.
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Date: 2022-05-24 09:24 pm (UTC)(again, trying to find the light in all of this.)
My, uh, dad tried to save me, I think. I was on death's door and he brought me to a doctor. And he... injected me a drug we have.
(jinx then gestures to herself.)
Aaaand here is the result.
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Date: 2022-05-24 11:01 pm (UTC)[It looks her over slowly, before its gaze returns to her pink-pink eyes.]
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